Yes. This was our trash can this morning. I posted a picture to Facebook with a plea about "fixing" this problem. I got lots of responses... most telling me to use bleach. So I went out there with a spray bottle and started shooting them. The babies banged on the living room window encouraging me to fight the good fight. {The big boys were already at school or surely they would've been in on the fun.}
Of course, as I was spraying the can down with bleach, I knew it wasn't going to "fix" anything. It was a temporary {very temporary} solution. The only thing that would solve this problem would be to get that trash out of there. This verse came to mind:
"You blind Pharisee, first clean the inside of the cup and of the dish, so that the outside of it may become clean also."
-Matthew 23:26.
And as I kept spraying bleach around and around, God gave me a little lesson right there in the side yard by a trash can of {angry} maggots. He got me thinking about confession. We can clean ourselves up on the outside all we want, but if we aren't willing to acknowledge before God our sins, well, we're inviting maggots.
The truth about this maggot situation is that it is my fault. I could blame the hot humid climate, or I could say its a by-product of the hard work of adoption...(and all those dirty diapers, x2 remember?) But in all honesty, I made a mistake last week. I bought a roast for Sunday dinner. In my rush to unload the groceries, I didn't check the expiration date on that hunk of beef when I put it in the fridge. Later in the week when I saw it sitting there, I remember thinking oh, good, the roast won't be frozen when I get it ready Sunday morning... thinking that I certainly had checked the date when I put it in the fridge and not the freezer. Sunday morning, I found out I was going to be throwing away $6 worth of beef. I left in the fridge until I went to the commissary this week, then tied it up in a plastic bag and took it out to our trash can. In 80+ degree temps with high humidity. And today the results were obvious.
I know those maggots won't be gone until that roast is gone. And after that I am going to be bleaching that can like crazy. And possibly finding a spot for it in our garage. And looking for some toilet deodorizers to hang on the inside {a tip a friend gave me.} And not put raw, rotting meat in there again... especially not an entire roast.
As I alternated spraying bleach and waving at the babies, acknowledging my role in this maggot infestation; I realized our sin situation is much the same. We are told countless times to confess our sins. In the prayer Jesus taught the disciples he says, "Forgive us our trespasses." Confession should be a continual part of our lives. If not we'll turn into maggot infested trash cans.
Often times we'd rather blame something else - like our climate... our fallen world. We throw our hands up and say, "What else can I do?"
Or maybe we'll blame our circumstances - even the good things we are doing. We might overlook our short temper with our kids because we're stressed out trying to get everything in the car for the PWOC event... or church event... or FRG event... or cub scout event. "I can't help it!" "I'm running like a crazy lady trying to get it all done!" "It'll be better next week when ___________ is over!"
And sometimes we just plain screw up - like throw a roast in the trash. But we don't want to admit it, so we think covering it up will keep it hidden. Or sometimes we don't realize the root problem. How often has my heart been a stinking mess because I've held on to hurt feelings, that have turned into bitterness, which turns into a breeding ground for sin?
Oh to have eyes that see my failings and a heart that confesses them to my Father. Often. Because He will forgive me every single time I ask. And cleanse me.
"let us draw near with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful;"
-Hebrews 10:22-23
And so, I have a greater appreciation for our "trash day." And as I clean out my trash can after that roast is gone, surely I will be reminded to invite the Holy Spirit to cleanse me too. Often.



































